My DoubtfulnessYes, I have doubts, why shouldnt I?
Im a girl torn apart into a million pieces
My mind cant control what Im feeling this time
And Im not sure what I should believe in.
Love put my mind on a back burner
Thoughts are covered up by feelings unknown
I feel like a vulnerable child tormented by the past
But, oh, I wish you could see how Ive grown.
These pieces are unmendable, as Im sure yours are too
So that is holding me back more than I can stand
I want so much to be your one, your everything
And to know you love me by a touch of your hand.
Im pulling back and far away from you
Not wanting to be torn apart even more
Maybe Im being unrealistic and hopeless
But maybe thats just what Im here for.
I have a habit of falling fast and hard
Wishing for things within the first moments
I know its childish, searching for my fairytale
Always wanting things that I cant.
I want you to be the Eric in my story
I always want to b